TEN things you wish you could say to 10 people:

10) no one cares about your opinion, why can`t you see that and just shut the hell up?

9) stop going around moaning and pretending to have problems when theres plenty of people with real problems who suck it up.

8) why yes, that shirt DOES make you look fat. your muffin top is very unattractive.

7) just leave me alone; i don`t like you

6) what? so you think acting like an idiot is cool? you think your classmates respect you? their laughing at you because their thinking "man, i am SO glad i`m not THAT guy. what a loser!"

5) your cat died three years ago. get over and get a new cat already

4) you let him push you around. how do you expect to get anywhere like that? you think he`ll just stop one day and say "hon, you were right! go follow your dreams while i get a real job!" but as long as you let him get away with it, he`ll keep doing. get back into reality! put your foot down already!

3) i love you

2) i can`t handle this on my own; i need some help

1) i can`t forget what happened, so just leave me alone so i can get on with my life.


NINE things about yourself:

9) i love to read

8) i`m addicted to a virtual pony website

7) i think i love someone i hardly know

6) i criticize myself into the dirt and depress myself

5) i`m into anime/manga/cosplaying and all that jazz, but i`m afraid to find friends in rl who are too. i wouldn`t admit it to the few friends i have either.

4) when i was in elemetary school the kids used to think i was mute

3) i feel immensely proud when someone tells me i`m talking to much

2) i have one dollar in my wallet

1) i wear clothes that attract attention, but seclude myself from people who deliver the attention for some reason



EIGHT ways to win your heart:

8) don`t just say you want to get to know me; do it

7) talk to me, let me in

6) don`t be unfaithful

5) be able to have fun like a friend, but love like a lover

4) i do not appreciate being stared at. no matter how romantic you think it is. its very stalkerish, kthxbai.

3) it`s not a race to get into bed. take it one step at a time and enjoy the time with me, like i`ll enjoy it with you.

2) make me laugh, because god knows i don`t do enough laughing

1) be sincere; show me this is not something that will were doing just for the heck of it. i want it to be real.



SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

7) how much i want to leave home

6) what peoples theme songs would be

5) what might happen if i did this or that

4) how angry i am that im so shy

3) how silly it is of me that i hang on every word a certain person says

2) yaoi (lol) especially in school. i like to pair guys up there haha.

1) my dog


SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

6) shower

5) brush my teeth

4) check my email

3) watch tv

2) text my goodnights

1) daydream till i fall asleep to attempt to keep away nightmares



FIVE things that frustrate you:

5) people who can`t make up their minds (*meaningful glance at her sister*)

4) snowbirds

3) days where i feel useless, talentless, and ugly

2) MY 14 Y.O.BROTHER OMG.

1) having to use the bathroom and then finding out someone else is using it



FOUR things you love to do on rainy days:

4) open the blinds and hide out in my room while watching tv

3) cuddling with my dog (when i`m at my dads)

2) hanging out in the bathtub (with no water lol) and playing my gameboy and/or texting

1) going online, if its not storming to badly



THREE biggest turn on's:

3) amazing smelling shampoo (seriously. if you smell good, i`m happy)

2) the ability to match theme songs to us (i know, i`m weird lol)

1) sincere love



TWO things you want to do before you die:

2) travel to Japan and England

1) meet all my best online friends in real life


ONE confession:

1) sometimes i hate myself so much that i think about running away. i`m afraid to be alone though, and i know i`d never make it very far before i gave up and went back or was killed. theres only one person i ever complain to, and i`d to thank her cuz shes really amazing. she knows who she is.


you should all do this too. its interesting to go through and think about this stuff.
or not.
i don`t really care.